Intramurals! This is the day all the young athletes of the Ateneo might have been waiting for a long time to come. There might have been hundreds of young and athletic hands and feet and brains who were ultimately brought into so much use and satisfaction on this day. I am sorry to tell you, I am not one of these. There is one reason why I consider this one of the days that I have been waiting for to come, though. That is basically the reason why I'm having this post. This is the day I finally reached one of the stars I have been waiting long to reach. This is the day I first got a touch of those sweet, calming, and blissful pixie dusts. Truth is I really tried to catch those and I somehow did. That was my first move on the first day of August. [how memorable] I won't tell you the exact details because I don't think I'm ready. [Yes, there's a bit of that cowardice in me still...] I just feel so happy that I tried to let some of that sweet, calming, blissful pixie dusts in my "almost-rotten" heart. I feel happy for deciding to love to live although I feel like I'm no longer doing that. Just like what Elizabeth Browning said in a poem, I am now loving for love's sake, not for life or anything else. I am just enjoying this magical ride as of the moment. I hope this is yet far from the denouement. I hope this is yet far from my last chance or even from my penultimate chance to feel like almost flying, almost reaching that sanctuary that just couldn't wait long to accept me. I hope to be filling in more pixie dusts, more sweetness, calmness, and bliss in my heart that isn't even half-filled with any. To the pixie in the moonlight, you don't how much a word from you [much more a smile] makes me fly... With love, Yves Aying :D
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