It has been quite a while since my last post. I've been very busy with so many school stuff these days. It's actually the second day of our exams today. But I figured out this is my only time to blog [wow]. For 13 days of no blogging, I sure have a lot of things to share with you.
As far as my memory brings me, I auditioned for Punlaan last August 16. It was like 7 minutes of hell [not entirely hell actually, for some reasons]. Since most of the seniors of Punlaan are my classmates and it would be quite unfair for me and the rest of the Brebeuf students to audition with our classmates as judges, we had no choice but to enter the room with judges from lower year levels. I entered Mark's, Charles', and Cindy's room. I know from the very second I entered THAT room, I wouldn't be able to pass. I'm not saying this now that I know that I failed, but because there are just reasons I don't think I have to list down. I really felt scared [more like conscious] with whatever they had for me. I just don't know how to move and speak the normal way when there's that reason for abnormality. I felt pressured [actually, I didn't know that I was until someone did mention our musical play last year]. I had not-so-good and not-so-bad comments from the judges. The worst comment I had was an "OUT" from Cindy [ouch]. Then again, I couldn't be just that of a pessimist. "Sayang's" from the judges are enough for me. Not missing that chance of getting a step closer to DREAMS is more than enough for me to live a happy life even from such a failure.The day after that was a happy day for me. Why? Because it was a happy day for someone else. That simple. I was the commentator for the afternoon mass. The Blue Eagle was the sponsor. I miss another chance of a lifetime. I'm lazy now. I'd probably end here and edit this after the exams today. I'm actually reading summaries of El Filibusterismo in the net right now. I have to read the first five chapters of that very historical novel or else wala akong masusulat sa filipino exams today. By the way, I tried reading the Twelfth Night by William Shakespeare but decided not to finish reading it because of lack of time and I find it hard to read scripts in Old English. Bye for now. :D yves aying
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